tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56875822011-04-22T03:45:49.834+08:00where is the love?.paulinenoreply@blogger.comBlogger5511100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101985796091769222004-12-02T19:07:00.002+08:002004-12-02T19:18:12.266+08:00i feel so broken up
and i give up
i just want to tell you so you know
and something's breaking up
i feel like giving up
i won't walk out until you know
here i go so dishonestly
leave a note for you my only one
and i know you can see right through me
so let me go and you will find someone
really, nothing lasts forever.
i feel so ... now. i really feel like giving up.
i wish it was night now..paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101965773756456102004-12-02T13:28:00.000+08:002004-12-02T13:53:20.406+08:00the last person i want to see now is you.
been thinking about it since last night..i've been closing one eye on that. but now i can't just swallow it. it's like, aiya.
i dont have a right to be angry at you. cos, i think, i'm doing the same thing. but there's a difference. yours is ____, mine isn't. but maybe yours is ____ + like too. i wouldn't know right? and according to what i heard and see,paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101919775532034352004-12-02T01:40:00.000+08:002004-12-02T00:51:29.080+08:00hahaha TAUFIK WON!!!! hahaha i was so damn scared when they were announcing the results. oh man. i screamed la. -___- hahaha. anyway, TAUFIK ROCKS!!! :)
haha watched the tape just now. man taufik sang really well. for all the songs. sylvester too, for the 'It's My Life'. HAHAH AND DICK LEE'S SONG DAMN FUNNY!!
anyway, jeassea is SO beautiful man. she looks good in whatever she wears. my mum paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101825915496335912004-11-30T22:42:00.000+08:002004-11-30T22:45:15.496+08:00i wanna go out tmrw!!!!!!!
so sick of being at home. like trapped in a cage man. argh!!!
suddenly feel like seeing van, rose, mel, george they all. aiyo i damn sian at home man!!!
wahlau. argh...
now the baby is sleeping. so everyone has to do things silently..
paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101792279663253822004-11-30T13:15:00.000+08:002004-11-30T13:24:39.663+08:00happybirthdaynat! :)
hahah went for blood test today!
actually, it's not as bad as i thought. haha.
before i went in, i was in a daaamn bad mood, no thanks to my mum. anyway, the polyclinic was damn cold la. and like i had to wait super long.
i was kinda nervous la. then i see the people coming out with the cotton wool on their hand and all.. aiyo!
then i sat down and started thinking of stuffpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101720709233240352004-11-29T17:27:00.000+08:002004-11-29T17:31:49.233+08:00hahah been reading my archives. OMG I WAS SO CHILDISH! my gosh. really man. i cant believe i wrote those stuff. so embarrassing..
anyway, today has been pretty boring. what's new? waiting for van's call.
my aunt came over today with her baby, conrad. hahah KEWL name. HAHAHA. he's damn cute. he looks like.. those cartoon characters. the.. blue babies? the one with the diapers. issit called smurthpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101708187555376912004-11-29T14:02:00.000+08:002004-11-29T14:03:07.556+08:00Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
It's not warm when she's away
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And she always gone too long anytime she goes away
Wonder this time where she's gone
Wonder if she's gone to stay
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And this house just ain't no home
Anytime she goes away
And I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know, I paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101654689489429382004-11-28T22:53:00.000+08:002004-11-28T23:23:29.046+08:00hahah today was.. ok and not ok. haha.
mass was ok. except that i kept smiling to myself cos i suddenly thought of bona saying "ah hah! so funny ar! so funny ar! (pokes his own side)" DAMN FUNNY!!! hahahah then i told felicia, and she started laughing also. hahhaha.
then during the interssary[?] prayers, the guy said "we pray for...bonaventure tang, etc..eternal rest in heaven." or something paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101570210306979512004-11-27T23:35:00.000+08:002004-11-27T23:43:30.306+08:00haha. i really love simple plan lah. so nice all the lyrics.
anyway, i'm so bored now. aiyah actually i'm bored everyday. argh!
chatting with augie now. abt _____. HAHAHAH. damn funny man.
aiyoh SO BORED I TELL U.. aiyoh. tmrw got mass. hahah better sleep soon...paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101563283457918882004-11-27T21:40:00.000+08:002004-11-27T23:12:12.773+08:00wahlau! i'll never trust you again. never ever!! haiyo! so much embarrassment!! omg.
anyway, went for julius' wedding in the end.
was with prema, felicia, maryanne etc.
hahahah i couldnt help smiling and laughing during the wedding. dno why also. just feel.. hahah dno lah. anyway, agnes was very pretty. i think she looks like bridget (raphael's sister)! but anyway agnes very pretty and cute. hahapaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101485829898372542004-11-27T00:22:00.000+08:002004-11-27T00:19:16.690+08:00*
everytime i see your face
everytime you look my way
it's like it all falls into place
everything feels right
ever since you walked away
it left my life in disarray
all i want is one more day
it's all i need
is one more day with you
:) paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101483676835489542004-11-26T23:29:00.000+08:002004-11-26T23:41:16.836+08:00hahah. was watching the ch8 news. cos got something on singapore idol.
aiyo, some fans are really crazy man. one fan quit her job to sell things so easier to get money to vote for sylvester? dots lah. then, she only sleep 3hrs a day cos she and her friends wait everyday at the mediacorp just to see sylvester. then got one fan become sick and got fever and sore throat lah. hahahhaha. damn funny paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101395889627638632004-11-25T23:42:00.000+08:002004-11-25T23:39:04.843+08:00i suddenly miss shannon very much. haiyo. i havent talked to her in ages. i remember i used to go to her house and all. and we used to argue about avril lavigne and rupert grint. hahahhaa. miss that girl! miss seeing her default face, her look-so-fierce-and-angry face. hahaha. miss seeing her ALWAYS listening to her discman and putting her head on the table. haha. and i miss her house! and her paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101394329070400832004-11-25T22:47:00.000+08:002004-11-25T23:13:04.096+08:00o1. what song are you listening to rite now?
obviously - mcfly. it's on the radio now.
o2. what shirt colour you are wearing now?
black
o3. have you showered?
duh
o4. now who is on your mind
taufik! haha
o5. now, whose lyrics do you like so much?
LOTS MAN!!! hmmm. aiyo, too many liao la. erm, iris. and welcome to my life. like a rose. i feel so. promise. aiya too many.
o6. now, where do paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101393962472605232004-11-25T22:26:00.000+08:002004-11-25T22:46:02.473+08:00what if....
*one day you suddenly lost all your memories?
> hahahah. i dontknow. i dont mind actually.. it's like being born again. haha
*you saw the one you love died in front of you in a
bloody death?
> wahlau, i'll be damn sad la. obviously.
*a woman tells you that shes your real mother?
> shocked....
* everything in this world banished and you are left
alone?
> that will be soooo paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101375968314256432004-11-25T17:43:00.000+08:002004-11-25T17:46:08.313+08:00went swimming with jaime today
hahhaa. erm. can sort of say that i have two colours NO MORE! hahahha yay!
hehehe. aiyo so boring the whole day. i was just reading a book and eating popcorn. hahha my mother bought la.
then i just finished doing my aunt's card. yupp
haha, so boreddddd.paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101310317296428112004-11-24T23:24:00.000+08:002004-11-24T23:31:57.296+08:00hahaha. i'm in a sing song mood now. feel like singing out loud! hahaha.
anyway, went out with cheryl and jing hui today. like finally la. in 2345209869387 years.
hahaha didnt buy much. just a pair of earrings and shuyu's present. hahah. tried on my earrings just now, love them man! so nice. hahaha.
okay. i need a black skirt! and a white one. can never get enough of clothes la huh? hehe.
choir paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101224749270020512004-11-23T23:44:00.000+08:002004-11-23T23:45:49.270+08:00Will I always be there for you?
When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?
Will I do all my best to, to protect you?
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your side?
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?
I promise, I promise
I promise I will
Will I take tender care of you?
Take your paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101221402002104132004-11-23T22:49:00.000+08:002004-11-23T22:50:02.003+08:00I SUPPORT TAUFIK!!! GO TAUFIK!!!paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101217545466130662004-11-23T21:39:00.000+08:002004-11-23T21:45:45.466+08:00There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101205300664774312004-11-23T18:14:00.000+08:002004-11-23T18:32:57.723+08:00HAHAHA. I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE TYPING IN CAPS. IT'S, SO COOL. HAHA
ANYWAY, I THINK SIMPLE PLAN ROCKS. RAPHAEL BURNED THE CD FOR ME, HAHA BOTH ALBUMS. AH HA HA! SO COOL. ALL THE SONGS DAMN NICE. ALL THE LYRICS GOT MEANING SIA.. I LOVE SIMPLE PLAN!
OOK. I AM SO BORED LA. EVERYDAY STAY AT HOME AND ROT. REALLY ROT! SO BORING! HOPE I CAN GO OUT TOMORROW. MY MUM ALWAYS NEVER GIVE ME AN ANSWER. HOW paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101192275930158092004-11-23T14:21:00.000+08:002004-11-23T14:44:35.930+08:00i open my eyes
i try to see but i'm blinded by the white light
i can't remember how
i can't remember why
i'm lying here tonight
and i can't stand the pain
and i can't make it go away
no i can't stand the pain
how could this happen to me
i've made my mistakes
i've got no where to run
the night goes on
as i'm fading away
i'm sick of this life
i just wanna scream
how could this paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101186776289016702004-11-23T13:06:00.000+08:002004-11-23T13:12:56.290+08:00Have you ever...
1. Seen a Ghost ?
nahh
*2. Smoked ?
NO!
*3. Lost Your Cellphone?
hahaha nope.
*4. Got A Boyfriend/Girlfriend In IRC ?
no.
*5. Lost Your Best Friend Forever ?
hmm... not forever la.
*6. Dreaming to Be A Celeb ?
no la. pls man..
*7. Had Nightmares ?
duh!!
*8. Loved 2 Boys/Girls In The Same Time ?
? haha..i dont think so.
*9. Met Your Fave Celeb ?
no.
*10. Been Kissed On paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1101139279443574292004-11-22T23:56:00.000+08:002004-11-23T00:05:31.566+08:00DAMN PISSED TODAY
WAHLAU ALL THE SONGS IN MY IPOD ARE GONE LA! 450+ K! DAMN ANGRY!!!
ARGH! cos i was trying to transfer all the songs from the cd to the dumb ipod la. then abit the cd cannot open in itunes. so i tried wmp la. but wmp cannot transfer songs to ipod.
so i installed musicmatch jukebox using a cd ipod gave last time. then while installing needed to connect the ipod to the com la cos paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100962141627009862004-11-20T22:43:00.000+08:002004-11-20T22:50:00.023+08:00what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go
and the stars aren't out tonight,
but neither are we to look up at them
why does hello feel like goodbye?
these memories can't replace,
these wishes i wished and these dreams i chased
take this broken heart and make paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100961609402945762004-11-20T22:31:00.000+08:002004-11-20T22:40:09.403+08:00hahaha. went for maths tuition today, got a shock man!!
my back was facing the toilets la. then two people came out and i just nice turned around and saw.. MERSA AND PEIYU!! hahahahha so funny k!
totally didnt expect to see them la! cos my maths tuition at north bridge centre, so ooloo!! hahaha, surprised man. hahah
anyway, today was an ok day. after maths tuition went to bugis cos my dad wanted paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100869902774380512004-11-19T21:03:00.000+08:002004-11-19T21:11:42.776+08:00didnt they say that i would make a mistake
didnt they say you were going to be trouble.
people told me you were too much to take
i couldnt see it
i didnt wanna know.
i let you in and you let me down
you messed me up and you turned my life around
you left me feeling i had nowhere to go
i was alone
how was i to know that
you'd be there
when i needed somebody.
you'd be there
the only one who couldpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100841058452273662004-11-19T13:07:00.000+08:002004-11-19T13:10:58.453+08:00went to the doctor, like finally. after 5 days
my fever went down liao. but still got blocked nose and sore throat and all
and doctor said if i get rashes, means i got dengue fever.
dots la. i dont think it's dengue fever. but even so, i dont care
seriously. my whole life is pointless anyway
i give uppaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100792951799012952004-11-18T23:48:00.000+08:002004-11-18T23:49:11.800+08:00please let me get well soon!!!!
i'm so SICK of staying at home!!!!!!paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100783206798801002004-11-18T21:04:00.000+08:002004-11-18T21:06:46.800+08:00hahah just watched singapore idol, taufik so cool! i think he will become the Idol.
sylvester.. hahah he damn funny man. like some songs he sing, totally not him lah. hahah.paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100770789391224482004-11-18T17:38:00.000+08:002004-11-18T17:39:49.390+08:00haha, gao tian qi is damn cute man. so handsome! hahaha.
anyway, i'm really damn sick of staying at home. 4 days liao!!! arghh!!
really bored like SHIT like that man. so horrible la. aaarrggh!!!!paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100703070837685782004-11-17T22:47:00.000+08:002004-11-17T22:56:35.390+08:00did nothing today except watch mvp
hahah my fever siao one lor. goes away then comes back. crazy. damn sickening i tell you. arghh!! sick of staying at home. need some fresh air sia..
back to mvp. hahahah omg gaoxing is SUPER cool and handsome la. hahaha. like to see him and barbie together. hahah.
anyway, i just found out that prema is also going tmrw! and i cant go!!! argh! cos i'm sick. paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100701676976975642004-11-17T22:26:00.000+08:002004-11-17T22:27:56.976+08:00Taken by surprise you've found
a way inside my heart.
a heart that has been hurt and
Torn by love so many times.
dreams of you
and the day we fall in love
Fill up my mind all day
So all that i have left to say is..
Please take this piece of my heart
And never let it go.
Things may not work out quite right
But i won't lose hope.
And I didn't see you coming
You walked through my hearts' paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100614882932697792004-11-16T22:17:00.001+08:002004-11-16T22:21:22.933+08:00arghh!! i think i got fever again lah. so idiotic. last night it went away then now come back again. damn sickening lor.. my whole body aching again!! so dumb.
haiz.
why am i so sensitive?!?! and insecure?!? i'm so damn selfish...ARGHH!!!
paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100609151670656092004-11-16T20:41:00.000+08:002004-11-16T20:51:06.750+08:00haiya, feeling kinda rotten. just read someone's blog. try as i might i still felt kinda.. aiya. forgotten lah. haiz never mind. think i'm too sensitive.
bangkok wasnt that great lah. okay, some things were really cheap but overall.. dont really like that place.
the taxi drivers are out to cheat people one lor. dont even have taxi meter sia then they charge you 150 baht?! $1 = 25 baht. okay it'spaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100181484156401932004-11-11T21:56:00.000+08:002004-11-11T21:58:04.156+08:00rough day. thank you, those who asked
leaving for bangkok tmrw till mon. dont scold if i dont reply any smses cos i cantpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100101266135897832004-11-10T23:38:00.000+08:002004-11-10T23:41:06.136+08:00WAHLAU. DONT YOU THINK YOU ARE TOO MUCH?
ALWAYS CHANGING YOUR MIND THEN NEVER TELL ME. WAHLAU EH.
ARGHH!! DONT WANT TO SAY ALSO CANNOT TAHAN LIAO!
WHAT THE HELL MAN!!!
paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100097246256343712004-11-10T22:28:00.000+08:002004-11-10T22:34:06.256+08:00broken this fragile thing now
and i can't, i can't pick up the pieces
and i've thrown my words all around
but i can't, i can't give you a reason
i feel so broken up (so broken up)
and i give up (I give up)
i just want to tell you so you know
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
you are my only one
i let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only, my only paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100090345971815062004-11-10T20:28:00.000+08:002004-11-10T22:26:01.046+08:00there are many things that i would like to say to you
but i dont know how because maybe
you're gonna be the one that saves me
and after all you're my wonderwall
today was great! but kinda spoilt just now. who cares anyway.
went swimming with cheryl today.. then we called jaime over.
hahhaha so like now i have a slight tan. but still cant get rid of my stupid two colours la. so idiotic.
ya paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100016895495307122004-11-09T23:56:00.000+08:002004-11-10T00:14:55.496+08:00Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith hope and glory
Hold to the truth
In your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams
Will never die
Dreams see us through
To forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the winds
must learn how to bend
Seek out a paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1100013039962665602004-11-09T23:03:00.000+08:002004-11-09T23:16:25.076+08:00haha i'm back to normal again. i think i've just been pms-ing la. hahah
yeah well, just now the song playing on perfect10 damn nice. If Tomorrow Never Comes. waa damn nice. hahah and it's kinda true, so if you love someone, better tell that person! cos, what if tomorrow never comes?! hahahah okay.
yeah ok. went to school today for scriptwriters meeting.. was ok i guess?
hahah anyway i'm like in apaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099928620079802392004-11-08T23:42:00.000+08:002004-11-08T23:43:40.080+08:00haiz. im really disappointed in you. guess even you dont take me seriously huh? am i just some loser or what? arghpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099927625050725622004-11-08T23:25:00.000+08:002004-11-08T23:31:32.796+08:00what the hell la. haiz my mood has been on a decline. argh whatever.
i've tried. still trying. but i cant do it... haiz. rly feel like crying now.
all i want to do now is go to the adoration room. haiz. what the hell a sad song is playing now...........i miss it so much. argh!! so confused!!paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099916316704563722004-11-08T20:15:00.000+08:002004-11-08T20:21:05.113+08:00haha i cut my hair, again
it's shorter than the last time one.. but quite ok la i guess.
anyway, it's been kinda boring at home. went to the library today and borrowed some books.
yeah.. so boring. hope i can go out tmrw. and im leaving for bangkok on fri! :(
waaa, cant go for rose's confirmation. damn sad man. :(
haiz. anyway, saw cutey no 3 and cutey no 8 yesterday. hahahah
paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099745551157602542004-11-06T20:48:00.000+08:002004-11-06T20:52:31.156+08:00hello :) haha went to school to film the open house thingy today
went for cat class, haha i dontknow but i think it's so much less awkward and boring already
haha been in a good mood these days :)
hahaha saw the camp photos, hahah damn funny. esp the "clarence what are you looking at?!" hahaha omg.
ok after cat class went mobil with van, prema, felicia and maryanne. haha oh yeah prema cut her paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099579594139757342004-11-04T22:41:00.000+08:002004-11-04T22:46:34.140+08:00hahaha okay today was.. okay?
met cheryl at orchard, walked around. my slippers and jeans were wet! cos of the rain :|
anw, bought many accessories and a shirt. yup
hahha okay singapore idol is getting boring.. very boring.
anyway miss the camp! miss everything about it. the dining room, the room, the bed, the staircase (hahaha!), the hall, the toilets, the courtyard, the corridor, the PEOPLE paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099579258407955802004-11-04T22:39:00.000+08:002004-11-04T22:40:58.406+08:00Hail Jesus You're my King
Your life frees me to sing
I will praise You all my days
You're perfect in all Your ways
Hail Jesus You're my Lord
I will obey Your Word
I want to see Your Kingdome come
Not my will but Yours be done
Glory glory to the Lamb
You take me into the Land
We will conquer in Your name
And proclaim that Jesus reigns
We will conquer in Your name
And proclaim that Jesus reigns
Wepaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099578773170410112004-11-04T22:29:00.000+08:002004-11-04T22:32:53.170+08:00hahaha suddenly feel like singing praise&worship songs now!!
Say to those who are fearful hearted, "do not be afraid,
the Lord your God is strong, with His mighty arm,
when you call on His name." He will come and save you
He will come and save you, He will come and save you
Say to the weary one, "your God will surely come"
He will come and save you
He will come and save you, He will come and paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099578388418839242004-11-04T22:21:00.000+08:002004-11-04T22:26:28.420+08:00looking in your eyes, I see a paradise
this world that i found is too good to be true
standing here beside you
want so much to give you this love in my heart
that im feeling for you
let them say we're crazy
i dont care about that
put your hand in my hand, baby, dont ever look back
let the world around us just fall apart
baby, we can make it if we're heart to heart
and we can build this paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099552113826972132004-11-04T15:07:00.000+08:002004-11-04T15:08:33.826+08:00happy germs day! :)
eh people i think we going to die anytime. never even go out for a year la! haiyo. must go out la. k? loveya! -bigfatgrouphug!paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099498563252462932004-11-03T23:55:00.000+08:002004-11-04T15:10:46.326+08:00haha ive been in a good mood these few days. think it's cos of the camp?
cos like, i used to have a lot of.. i dno, flux in me? like jealousy and spite and anger and hurt in me. but now it's like gone, thanks to the confessions, so i try to be nice to everyone.
but my parents kinda stretched my patience just now la. yeah la i mean i also got my limits right? yeah but now im okay.
oh i think i paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099491255006352722004-11-03T22:13:00.001+08:002004-11-03T22:14:15.006+08:00haha dontknow if you church peeps read my blog but if you do, sign my guestbook or smth k? =)paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099407991248720912004-11-02T23:03:00.000+08:002004-11-02T23:06:31.250+08:00waa im still on a high man. keep thinking abt the camp.
i think the camp was really great la. ive really become closer to God. now everytime im abt to do smth wrong i stop to think. then i dont do it. i think the confession thing really helped la. and im so much closer to so many people now! and i think ive become more open minded? cos of the hugging and sharing and all.. yup =)
hahah ok my mum paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099315847110278762004-11-01T21:16:00.000+08:002004-11-01T21:30:47.110+08:00Lord I lift Your name on high
Lord I love to sing Your praises
I'm so glad You're in my life
I'm so glad You came to save us
You came from heaven to earth
To show the way
From the earth to the cross
My debt to pay
From the cross to the grave
From the grave to the sky
Lord I lift Your name on highpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099306894381700352004-11-01T18:57:00.000+08:002004-11-01T19:01:34.380+08:00OH YA!! how could i forget!? on day two, each group was supp to form a structure using our bodies. hahahha
there was one when alison kept falling off?! damn scary la! hahah she had to stand on me and darren's knees, then she kept falling!! wahlau luckily charles caught her man. phew!
and there was one where alina was supp to stand on prema's back, nat on darren's back, alison on bernard's back paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099305077051017222004-11-01T18:26:00.000+08:002004-11-01T18:36:32.050+08:00just read prema's blog, agree with her totally.
got to know more friends through this camp, and more abt others..
like prema. hahaha shes so NOT quiet.. haha shes quite hyper and crazy actually. and she can make that "save me!" voice also.. hahahah.
yup and pple like nathaniel, george, gillian, nicole, felicia, etc. nat is a really funny, cute and nice person. always helping me take chair, drinkpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099295436407559952004-11-01T15:12:00.000+08:002004-11-17T22:52:40.566+08:00CHURCH CAMP ROCKED!! :))
hahah super fun! haha okay. my people sleeping in my group were vanessa and alison! haha alison is damn crazy la.
the people in my group were prema, alina, alison, nathaniel, darren and bernard. ronald and cheryl were our facilitators!
day one
yup haha i think we played some indoor games first? yea i think it was squirrel and tree or smth. haha. i was one of the paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1099065227603807442004-10-29T23:49:00.000+08:002004-10-29T23:59:33.830+08:00happy birthday shuyu! :))
haha. had family dance comp today. hahha dno what to say. so embarrassing. hahah
yeah.. anw saw - dancing! hahah. eyecandy 2. =P
okayy.. aiyah nothing much la today. after recess watched shannon and char play guitar. actually i dont mind learning leh? haha
anyway, went out with cheryl after school. left my thgs with jingyu! haha felt so empty cos like i had nothing withpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098973987576438092004-10-28T21:59:00.000+08:002004-10-28T22:48:58.640+08:00i feel damn stupid la. cannot even cheer my friends up. sometimes i feel rly useless man.. like whatever i do, i just make thgs worse. might as well shut up. argh
anw. we watched romeo and juliet today. haha sng made us watch it. it was.. quite boring?
watched a lil of school of rock then after recess our class went to the new ava room to finish it! very very nice! and funny. i think the drummer paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098800904369338622004-10-26T22:26:00.000+08:002004-10-26T22:28:24.370+08:00na yi nian mo mo wu yan zhi neng xuan ze li kai
wu xie de xiao rong yi jing bu zai jing cai
ni hai pa jie ju suo yi ping ming shang hai
shuo shi wo dang zhu ni de mei hao wei lai
ni jian jue bu xi wang wo deng dai
wo bian mo mo de rang ni zou kai
ru jin ni shou le shang hui lai
jiao wo ru he jie shou zhe an pai
wo nan guo de shi fang qi ni fang qi ai
fang qi de meng bei da sui
ren zhu paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098799526725644532004-10-26T22:02:00.000+08:002004-10-26T22:12:10.203+08:00.....
feel so damn pissed now. i mean like. arghh!!!!!
first you say this then now you say that. so like, what you trying to say? k la so we cant cheer you up. yes we are useless.
k whatever. feel so irritated.
anw school is total waste of time
we did practically NOTHING and i mean NOTHING. no teachers or anythg so like we were reading magazines the whole time. and sleeping. and taking spastic paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098714928691898052004-10-25T22:34:00.000+08:002004-10-25T22:35:28.693+08:00
hahhaa fiona xie is super pretty man! and huai en is super cute! =Ppaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098713848732158242004-10-25T22:16:00.000+08:002004-10-25T22:17:28.733+08:00oh ya! i forgot. jus now in the champions, the jingwen's bro, the R&B singer, damn cute! hahah. as in his actions and his smile. hahah. paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098713319482468322004-10-25T22:05:00.000+08:002004-10-25T22:13:47.576+08:00haha jus watched the champions! oh man cant stand it, yan xingshu is SO manly please!
hahaha so much more manly-er[?] than toro! haha. im starting to think yan xingshu is more handsome.. as in. the guy kind of handsome. toro is cute but he is those.. girly handsome kind? hahahah nvm dont think anyone knows wat im talking abt.
sch was ok? haha we were late for the chinese performance thing so we paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098632822030782372004-10-24T23:44:00.000+08:002004-10-24T23:47:02.030+08:00hmm, yeah, yeah
baby, please try to forgive me
stay here, dont put out the glow
hold me now dont bother if every minute it makes me weaker
you can save me from the man that ive become, oh yeah
lookin back on the things ive done
i was tryin to be someone
i played my part, and kept you in the dark
now let me show you the shape of my heart
sadness is beautiful, loneliness is tragical
so help me i paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098631000265292592004-10-24T23:02:00.000+08:002004-10-24T23:31:36.856+08:00haha today was okay. after maths tuition my dad drove me to suntec to meet my mum and bro.
then my mum and i were walking ard and i was asking her when she was gna buy her colour contact lens.
then we walked past this optical shop and they were selling 4 boxes of the 1 day ones plus 2 free boxes of coloured ones?!
my mum then asked me to get the coloured ones?!! hahah i thought she was jus jokingpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098535155148485022004-10-23T20:34:00.001+08:002004-10-23T20:50:33.803+08:00i see my future in your eyes but i never thought id know
what it was to feel this way, youve taken that away
there was no one else like you when i first saw your smile
i never thought itd be you to change my life this way
but now im yours and i feel so much more
i want to be there the rest of your life
but i just cant see how i deserve you
i could not have picked a better person to be you
paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098533896357177082004-10-23T18:59:00.000+08:002004-10-23T20:18:16.356+08:00went to the st theresa's home today
said rosary with the old folks
yep thats abt it.. kinda boring
looking for nice lyrics now.. it's like an everyday thing.. haha paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098529108093498072004-10-23T18:55:00.000+08:002004-10-23T18:58:28.093+08:00taken by surprise youve found a way inside my heart
a heart that has been hurt and torn by love so many times
dreams of you and the day we fall in love
fill up my mind all day so all that i have left to say is..
please take this piece of my heart
and never let it go
things may not work out quite right
but i wont lose hope
and i didnt see you coming
you walked through my hearts doors
where impaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098455451631747842004-10-22T22:18:00.000+08:002004-10-22T22:30:51.630+08:00waa jus now my heart not abit thumping damn hard la. down to maia and sylvester?! wahlau. was damn scared k!!
hahahha. THANK GDNESS sylvester is in!!! if not the show wld be soo boring. waa heng sial. :D
wanxin: hello i cant tag ur board for some reason! anw, hes quite cute wat! i used to think he was damn ugly but now not so bad la. anw i think toro is cute.. haha look like elf!paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098446620411091012004-10-22T20:07:00.000+08:002004-10-22T20:04:17.073+08:00hold on little girl, show me what hes done to you
stand up little girl, a broken heart cant be that bad
when its through, its through
fate could twist the both of you
so come on baby, come on over
let me be the one to show you
im the one who wants to be with you
deep inside i hope you feel it too
waited on a line of greens and blues
just to be the next to be with you...
uild up your confidence,paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098444532006504072004-10-22T19:25:00.000+08:002004-10-22T19:28:52.006+08:00today was ok.. watched a video called after school.
the girl damn poor thg la. actually it's damn scary lor.. haiz. why girls always chi kui one?
anw. the guy damn poor thg also la. kena hammered? omgg. i cant watch pple getting into fights and killing and all. too much for me to take.
arghhh im soooo SICK AND TIRED of sitting in the hall!! so sickening leh. my butt is like aching everyday. and paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098443327165571452004-10-22T19:06:00.000+08:002004-10-22T19:08:47.166+08:00i hear the waves crash far below
the rocks are leaping for the sky
theyre starving for the air
for a bone to break, a dream to smash apart
but i dont care.
it looks deep enough from here, im diving
this cliff has been well worn by ignorance
it looks deep enough from here, im diving
they float face down they all look so content
and gravity
seems far away
but i can hear her call my name
itspaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098371996263142922004-10-21T23:17:00.000+08:002004-10-21T23:19:56.263+08:00
haha dno who this is? jus that he is erm.. jeanette aw's bro in the show. haha. at first thought he was damn ugly. but now not so bad la..paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098369832286257792004-10-21T22:36:00.000+08:002004-10-21T22:43:52.286+08:00haha everyday is so boring
the teachers really got nothing else better for us to do la
anw had the election thingy today
was alright i guess
after recess we had to do line dance?! :| so idiotic la. waste our time..
cca was ok
hahah was watching singapore idol jus now..
taufik din sing so well today? kinda weird la.. he din dance much. but anw i still support him!! :D
chris sang sooo much better paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098196543832274892004-10-19T22:35:00.000+08:002004-10-19T22:35:43.833+08:00we were only 15, i let her go
like paper airplanes how can i explain
that im lost without you around
well if i never lost you
i wouldnt have to find you over and over
youre the one that i always wanted
the one that i just cant live without
no one understands the meaning of your eyes
and how i feel burning deep inside
shes my only star
tell me where you are, where you are
remember all these times paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098195816106559512004-10-19T22:22:00.000+08:002004-10-19T22:23:36.106+08:00wahlau im damn pissed la. i hate copycats man!paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098188643132543122004-10-19T20:20:00.000+08:002004-10-19T20:24:03.133+08:00haha today was such a long and boring day.
did practically nothing at all jus preparing for the stupid drama fest thingy.
then we had to dance the dumb family dance which was a total waste of time
cca also.. damn boring man.
and i embarrassed myself in the bus! like wth. was whispering to karina abt .... then she turned la? wth. so embarrassing sial even though i wasnt saying anythg bad abt her.
paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098109232842757462004-10-18T22:16:00.000+08:002004-10-18T22:20:32.843+08:00got back chinese, home econs and lit papers today.
qt satisfied with chinese?
home econs was ok la. who cares anw. not like im gna take it next year.
lit.. hmmmm. was alright i guess?
yea. was soooo bored in the gym la. haha then was helping shannon find the metal thingy. so fun to collect such rubbish. hahah.
anw after sch went out with woman! after sucha longg time. :)
im soo tired. and paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098107805312936752004-10-18T21:53:00.000+08:002004-10-18T21:56:45.313+08:00woke up to the sound of pouring rain
the wind would whisper and id think of you
and all the tears you cried, that called my name
and when you needed me i came through
i paint a picture of the days gone by
when love went blind and you would make me see
id stare a lifetime into your eyes
so that i knew that you were there for me
time after time, you were there for me
remember yesterday, walking paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098020773765475842004-10-17T21:33:00.000+08:002004-10-17T21:46:13.766+08:00woohoo i feel so.. high now!! hahahahah.
anw.. haha. today was great!! haha. mass was ok, breakfast was funny as usual, choir was fun as usual, after choir was fun as usual, everythg fun as usual.
hahah anw after choir went out with van!! hahhaha crapped alot of shit k! wahlau shes sooo embarrassing pls! keep saying 'save me save me!' in that funny way.. hahaha so loud sial so embarrassing pls! paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1098017490587286232004-10-17T20:41:00.000+08:002004-10-17T20:51:30.586+08:00if i was to walk till time saw no end
if i was to climb till the air was too thin
i could not find a picture fit the frame
as perfect as you
you showed me life and lived nothing less
because your so above me
i'll take my time your memory is bliss
the angel above me
when i look at the stars they shine of your eyes
the sky it burns bright with your presence tonight
yet your so above me and i paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097932857603412522004-10-16T21:12:00.000+08:002004-10-16T21:20:57.603+08:00haha if only every weekend was this slack.
i woke up 1, dont need to worry abt tuition. then did practically nothing la. wahlau.
i hope theres another choir chalet. so fun! anw im like super bored at home. supp to help my mum bake lemon cheese cake, then my mum always "suddenly" got smth on. :|
haiya. so bored man. hope mel finishes her Os soon.
eh wahlau im seriously bored. arghh! cant wait topaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097914690136549752004-10-16T16:17:00.000+08:002004-10-16T16:18:10.136+08:00If you ran to the end of the earth
I would catch you and you would be safe
If you fell down a well
I would bring you a rope
And take all of your pain
All the pain all the pain
That you hide from me everyday
If you're missing I would runaway
I would build a path to you
If you're missing I would runaway
Because I find myself in you
If I woke up alone
I won't stop till I find you and paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097850827542212802004-10-15T22:32:00.000+08:002004-10-15T22:33:47.546+08:00When it's over
That's the time I fall in love again
And when it's over
That's the time you're in my heart again
And when you go go go go
I know
And it never ends
It never ends
All the things that I used to say
All the words that got in the way
All the things that I used to know
Have gone out the window
All the things that she used to bring
All the songs she used to sing
All the favorite TV showspaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097849139470062302004-10-15T21:48:00.000+08:002004-10-15T22:27:34.396+08:00happy birthday van! :)
haha jerry is like finally out? but like. i kinda feel sorry for him cos like he always every week kena jack. quite poor thg la.
anw, i like taufik! :D haha. im starting to like him more than sylvester. sylvester everytime nvr dance, so disappointing sial. always jus walk up and down. disappointing man.
taufik dance very cool! think hes cool man. haha last time he sang paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097750350258379882004-10-14T18:33:00.000+08:002004-10-14T18:39:46.660+08:00happy birthday qinn! :)
haha i practically did nothing today, except help my mum cook and visiting pple's blogs.
so boringg. today got singapore idol! cant wait.
anw, tmrw getting back results? :| sooo NOT looking forward to it. hope i can go out man.. wanta get that skirt.
aiyah im like so damn bored. arghh.
sylvester rocks! :))paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097681656682035052004-10-13T23:32:00.000+08:002004-10-14T16:55:26.260+08:00wth im so freakin pissed with my mum la.
wahlau first thg come home then scold me for not coaching my bro in his work?! like wth?!
then scold me for not eating my ice cream cake?! like wth man. so unreasonable. as if the cake will melt in the freezer. pls la!!
then she scold me cos my maid left the toilet door open? like. wtH?!!???!?! -.-
wahlau. i was actually qt excited for her to come home paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097675775655845162004-10-13T21:49:00.002+08:002004-10-13T22:00:57.926+08:00haha was shopping the whole day today?
went to wisma with van and rose. bought a quiksilver tee!
walked round and round and round. wenta far east. walked round then went back to orchard mrt to fetch felicia! haha then walked back.
bought a black jacket? so i can wear with the tube. think it's really nice. haha.
anw, i saw shar! haha. k. erm went to this fashion. rose they all went crazy la. paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097597455678025712004-10-13T01:10:00.000+08:002004-10-13T00:10:55.676+08:00
hahah sylvester rocks! super cute! :Dpaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097594256181051422004-10-12T23:12:00.000+08:002004-10-12T23:17:36.180+08:00i'll be there for you
when the rain starts to fall
i'll be there for you
like i've been there before
i'll be there for you
cos your there for me too
haha today is so relaxed la. was on the com from 11+ to 1+.
then jaime came over! watched cinderella story. haha ok la im damn slow. the austin guy very handsome! haha. nice movie but very fairytale la. like those kind will never come true.
yeaa paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1097507812794625742004-10-11T23:09:00.000+08:002004-10-11T23:25:01.893+08:00happy birthday TWINN! :)
hellooo!! exams are over!!
hahah yayy! anw very happy today!
haha wna say a big thank you to all those who wished me! :D haha quite surprised by some though. cant believe they remembered! but thanks anw. :)
hehe mrs sng remembered too?! haha.
chinese was ok i guess? was having cramps the whole time la. wahliew.
anw after exams, had lunch in school. din eat la. anw verypaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1095518567187986182004-09-18T22:40:00.000+08:002004-09-18T22:53:09.343+08:00the song is really stuck in my head! nice nice song man. :)
anw havent been blogging much. dont feel like la. lost the urge alr.
exams are coming in 2 weeks' time!! havent studied much? dno why, jus dont feel motivated la.
exams end on my birthday. was very excited last week la. thinking of going wild wild wet and dinner and pigging out session and all. then now like, -_- no mood for anythg.
paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1095508940142656732004-09-18T20:00:00.000+08:002004-09-18T20:02:20.143+08:00estee!! hahhaha i really burst out laughing when i read ur entry la!! hahahahha!! anw thanks for cheering me up!! :)paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1095505176216504312004-09-18T18:57:00.000+08:002004-09-18T19:05:05.773+08:00i would take the stars out of the sky for you
stop the rain from falling if you asked me to
id do anything for you your wish is my command
i could move a mountain when your hand is in my hand
words cannot express how much you mean to me
there must be some other way to make you see
if it takes my heart and soul you know id pay the price
everything that possess id gladly sacrifice
*
oh you to mepaulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1094917519971172652004-09-11T23:43:00.000+08:002004-09-11T23:45:19.970+08:00one thing to be happy about:
know this is kinda slow but i cldnt use com so. yeah. anyway..
BENJAMIN EIO GOT INTO WILD CARD! :D super cute la! -points to the pic below in previous entry
heehee.paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1094915984679217102004-09-11T23:18:00.000+08:002004-09-11T23:47:01.280+08:00why should i let it bother me?
after so long, ive learnt to accept that you will always be better than me, more popular, more "hip", more "cool". there will always be people who will be better than you anyway.
i admit i was kinda envious of you.. cos you had everything. name it, you had it. but now i realise it's not true. you have your bad points as well. but well not many people could see it. paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1094309201983534962004-09-04T22:45:00.000+08:002004-09-04T23:04:29.203+08:00cut my hair :|
damn short now. i think i look weird? :|
sometimes i feel like a hypocrite.
paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1094286174293837422004-09-04T16:21:00.000+08:002004-09-04T22:44:13.620+08:00
d:
paulinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5687582.post-1094272810363268042004-08-29T22:55:00.001+08:002004-09-04T12:40:10.363+08:00he wasnt what i wanted, what I thought no
he wouldnt even open up the door
he never made me feel like i was special
he isnt really what im looking for
mass was alright! left choir early to sell bears!! so fun. hahah
yup it was fun la. was with mel, vanessa, rose, fel, bona, raphael, monica, ally.
ooh was in the carpark after mass. raphael kept using ignatius to hit me? wahliew. but ignatius is paulinenoreply@blogger.com